Hey there, welcome to the fourm, I'm the same way bi curious- ish when It comes to balloons I would love to talk, chat and discuss if everyone needs or wants to.
Hey man! I totally understand where you're coming from. Don't be worried to to tap into those feelings. I just started uploading my own videos to Clips4Sale of some Balloon play (I'm a male).
If you'd be interested in dropping by, I would be honored! If not, I'm here to chat as well! Wish the best for you! Thank you!