When I was a child age 7, I had fear of balloons that people would take it and pop it with their hands, feet, and sharp objects at parties. My body would shake up and cover my ears. It was hard to overcome that fear of popping balloons. Here is a story of my experience how I overcome and How I became a male looner. As a senior late teen in high school, everything was coming to a close to blend in the adulthood. Taking responsibility, leaving your parents home to college, making my own decisions. It was the best feeling. My friend named Roy invited me for the first time to a looner party.
I and Roy were cool and weird. But we didn't mind. We always tell secrets and laugh our own stupidity and mistakes. Anyway, In senior year, I got a message on my iPhone and he said, " meet me at the Charlestown river on a bench near the cherry blossoms after school. I reply back and said,"Sure I will meet you near the cherry blossoms." After school, I walked to the Charlestown river and sat on the bench near the cherry blossoms. Roy beat me to the location as he is a fast walker. We sat down on a bench and I asked him, " What is a looner?" He looked around to see people were near us to not to hear him. He said, " A looner is someone who is aroused by balloons. You know like having sex on the balloons, humping on balloons etc. Since it's our last year of high school before graduating I thought I can invite you to a party. He was waiting for my answer. I was afraid to say the word "no" in front of him, its the last year of high school, so why not go for it.
I said, " Sure dude I will come to your party." Roy was relieved and happy. He also told me he was gay. He said, "Um also, I am gay. Its okay to hate me I understand." I said, " I don't hate you, Roy. When did you start liking guys?" He said, Well, I was interested in girls for a short time but they were taken so they say"I am busy." So I try the same sex. I meet a guy on a dating website on my laptop at home (don't ask) that was interesting in balloon fetish. He also had friends, so I invited them too. Then I thought you might interest in coming with me." I laughed at him. "So the girls don't like you very much anyway." Roy laughs back with an aggressive push on my shoulder with a palm of his hand and I nearly fell off the edge of the bench, "F*** you, I am a handsome man and loving person. I am not one of those narcissists and douchebags going for beauty. It's the heart and spirit that counts." I agree with him, " That is true. You are a good person.
You don't like to judge." Roy was more relieved and happy. He said,"I am so relaxed now. thank you. I won't try to have sex with you since your straight. I will also tell the other looners as well. You will be fine. So the party will be at my house tommorrow Saturday tonight at 8:45 pm. My parents are on vacation and won't be back until 3 more weeks in California" I said, "Sure I will be there tonight." It gave an idea to overcome the fear of balloon popping.
I and Roy were cool and weird. But we didn't mind. We always tell secrets and laugh our own stupidity and mistakes. Anyway, In senior year, I got a message on my iPhone and he said, " meet me at the Charlestown river on a bench near the cherry blossoms after school. I reply back and said,"Sure I will meet you near the cherry blossoms." After school, I walked to the Charlestown river and sat on the bench near the cherry blossoms. Roy beat me to the location as he is a fast walker. We sat down on a bench and I asked him, " What is a looner?" He looked around to see people were near us to not to hear him. He said, " A looner is someone who is aroused by balloons. You know like having sex on the balloons, humping on balloons etc. Since it's our last year of high school before graduating I thought I can invite you to a party. He was waiting for my answer. I was afraid to say the word "no" in front of him, its the last year of high school, so why not go for it.
I said, " Sure dude I will come to your party." Roy was relieved and happy. He also told me he was gay. He said, "Um also, I am gay. Its okay to hate me I understand." I said, " I don't hate you, Roy. When did you start liking guys?" He said, Well, I was interested in girls for a short time but they were taken so they say"I am busy." So I try the same sex. I meet a guy on a dating website on my laptop at home (don't ask) that was interesting in balloon fetish. He also had friends, so I invited them too. Then I thought you might interest in coming with me." I laughed at him. "So the girls don't like you very much anyway." Roy laughs back with an aggressive push on my shoulder with a palm of his hand and I nearly fell off the edge of the bench, "F*** you, I am a handsome man and loving person. I am not one of those narcissists and douchebags going for beauty. It's the heart and spirit that counts." I agree with him, " That is true. You are a good person.
You don't like to judge." Roy was more relieved and happy. He said,"I am so relaxed now. thank you. I won't try to have sex with you since your straight. I will also tell the other looners as well. You will be fine. So the party will be at my house tommorrow Saturday tonight at 8:45 pm. My parents are on vacation and won't be back until 3 more weeks in California" I said, "Sure I will be there tonight." It gave an idea to overcome the fear of balloon popping.
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