Hello fellow looners,
So last year i met a lovely lady that i started dating and eventually became my girlfriend, since we met things have actually been really fantastic and i felt recently this might be the one & i would like to spend the rest of my life with her. We have a certain click that i havent had with many partners before.
Normally i am quite outgoing if it comes the subject of balloon fetish / looning, however i really struggled this time to tell this particular person even though i felt i needed to and felt the urge to tell her about my "kinks" and be honest about it.
Sadly to say i chickened out on a few moments i pushed myself to tell her, i am not sure if this is caused by the way she is a person or my anxiety to lose this person because of this.
Recently i really had to twist my love/fetish for balloons down, simply because of the fact i could not let her find out and i have grown quite handy if it comes to this particular subject in terms of hiding it to another person.
Because we live relatively far from each other, during the week i can only see her occasionally and the weekends we spend together either at my or her house. So during the week, i can pretty much do whatever i like if it comes to my urges and looning in my own house.
Last week however this took a turn for the worst, the friday i was off from work and I didnt tell her that because i wanted to go shopping for balloons and i had a few other errands to run. She told me she would only be able to come over on Saturday, since she had some party with her GFs on Friday.
So on Thursday evening i met up with my friends and we went to our local pub, normal Thursday evening hang-out aside from the fact i had a day off so my boundaries for drinking where off this evening. We shared quite a few stories along with a very decent amount of beers and shots, that were luckily not only fueled by me
Around 1:00 AM, we decided to head home and i got myself a taxi. I had way to much to drink and was rather frivolous to the cab driver, just blabbing away on the ride home. At some point I realized however i had a strong urge to do some proper looning and my penis seemed to agree with that while i was thinking about it as we came closer to my house. I had a massive boner in my pants when the taxi came to a halt, i tossed the man his money and got out in a hurry.
I rushed into my house, slammed the door behind me and i undressed myself quickly leaving my clothes scattered over the floor to my bedroom.
I dont keep my "special" clothes, balloons and accessories in plain sight on purpose and they are hidden in a compartment in an adjacent room.
I opened it, pulled out what i needed with clothes and balloons scattered over the floor and left it.
I brought my clown costume, a few 36", a giant balloon doll, a GL1200, a bag of 16" and my pump to my bedroom.
Within minutes i inflated the giant balloon doll and the GL1200 and pulled back my sheets of my double bed and threw em over both the balloons to keep em in place. I inflated 5 x 36" and left em on the floor.
I could not resist my urges anymore as my pulsating member was leaking pre-cum on the floor and i hopped in my bed and went on top of the GL1200, hugging it and riding it making a huge squeaky noise.
Eventually i switched to the giant doll with its beautiful curves and humped it until i released in absolute ecstasy all over the balloon. Now i was laying on it completely exhausted and drunk. Normally i clean up, take a shower and do whatever, however when i had that though i disregarded it and i glanced at the beautiful balloons. Thinking they could stay for a day without a problem as no one would find out as my GF only would come Saturday.
I felt i needed to sleep, however if possible i like to do that stuffed with balloons. I got up brushed my teeth and put on my clown suit, which i struggled with for a bit to get on properly. I already started to become hard again just from having this suit on that always gives me so much pleasure.
I sat on the floor and inflated quite a lot of 16" balloons, must have been around 20-25 of em now laying on the floor in my bedroom. I start stuffing myself in my pants around my crotch area and the back until it was pleasantly full. I pickup a 36" and slide it in on the front of my suit, so it now looks like i am huge fat clown with a massive belly, i take two more 16" and stuff them in on top so they look like a pair of tits.
You must understand that the suit is two parts so the pants have straps which go over your shoulders and an rather wide elastic band at the top of the pants. So when looking down I could see my penis sitting between all of the balloons sticking out. However when i have my top on with a big balloon or smalls balloons i am unable to look down anymore as i am constraint by the balloons in the top. Its always very clumsy and unhandy to move when stuffed like this as your just wobbling around, and being drunk on top didnt make it easier.
However i wobbled to my bed got the sheets and threw them a bit over the GL1200 and the Giant Balloon Doll and then got on my knees and shuffled over until i could get my legs under the sheets and slowly lower myself on my back. Holding the both the giant balloons in place with my arms and eventually when my head is on the pillows reach down and pull the sheets over me. To be honest i dont know how i did all this in this state, as i also cant remember everything to the fullest extent.
But that is how i woke up the next morning in my bed, i heard some noise in my house but i just snoozed again still half intoxicated. It must have been around noon that i woke up from the noise of balloons in my bedroom squeaking and shuffling. So i struggle a bit and shuffle myself up in the suit and with my greatest horror I see my GF standing at the foot-end of my bed.
Staring at me in disbelief of what she is experiencing and seeing in my bedroom.
I look at her and she starts smiling and laughing at me, I just freeze now with my back to the wall and my bottom still covered by my sheets. I dont know what to do or say and i just stutter and mumble out the words "Look i can explain sweety...." She pulls the sheets of the bed and they land on the balloons on the floor and now sees me in full glory with a GL1200 on my right side and the doll on my left with a massive cum stained spot on top.
I cant help it but i got aroused regardless of the event and i was really trying my best not to. She says " What is up with all these balloons and why are you dressed like that?" "Oh my god!" she has the weirdest smile on her face and hops on the bed and gets closer to me.
"Aww it seems my big guy likes to play with balloons?"
I answer "I have a thing for balloons..." , she is now infront of me and my face is red hot from blushing in shame. Here i am a 32 old male that is 6.4"
with a clown suit on that is filled with balloons, a massive hard-on, two giant balloons on either side of me and one with a big cum stain on it. I am absolutely horrified with embarrassment hardly being able to talk.
And infront of me is a beautiful 30 year old woman that just discovered me like that in my own house after dating with me for a year and on the verge of perhaps taking it further then that. Although it is true that i have had similar experiences in my life, this was different and far more serious in my opinion then ever before.
"Yea i can see that for myself sweety!" And she is now looking into my pants, while i am trying to desperately move away from her. "Oh wow someone is turned on and you had a little fun sleeping like that as well didnt we? hmm?"
Looking now at me straight in the face.
She saw my massive boner sitting between the 16" balloons in my pants, which was wet of pre-cum and the balloons around it stained of cum because i think i soaked myself in my sleep. This happens quite often to me when i am sleeping with balloons, somehow i get a dream and it happens.
"Oh my and you did it on this big thing as well didnt you?" "Wow what is this one of those really freaky fetish things or something?". I now pushed off the GL1200 and am trying to getting out of bed when she grabbed me. "Your not going anywhere until you explain yourself!" "Whats going on here <name>!"
I answer "I have a balloon fetish, I really like balloons and they turn me on sexually, i love the shape, smell, the softness and how big they can get" "I am sorry i didnt tell you this i tried on several occasions, but i couldnt do i couldnt tell you i was afraid what you would think of me" "I am really embarrased and ashamed right now as you can imagine perhaps"
She turned abit in shock now and said :"So what your saying is everytime you see a balloon you get a stiffy and want to fuck it?"
I answer "No darling thats not it, balloons make me happy and yes in a private setting they turn me on but not like that"
She "So let me get this straight, your into balloons? Your a grown man playing with balloons, caressing them, putting them in your clothes and whatever until you get off i guess" she laughs now "Oh my god ok!" "Sorry but this is kind of pathetic you know that yourself right?"
I answer "It may seem that way for you now, but it is something very very personal and intimate sweety, and yes i understand what you are saying and it also one of the reasons i kept it from you i guess..i am sorry.."
She laughing and says "Lol u better be, oh my god i have seen some pretty weird stuff in my life but i think this tops it all" and she pulls the strap of my pants back "Oh and your actually still hard ready to shoot your load!" "Geez <name>, well u better get it over with then silly". She pulls my legs until i am flat on the bed and crawls beside me in bed. "Go on then get it over with i wanna see this my big adult man creaming all over balloons,i am guessing no sex for me today!"